For all those who feel lost... You feel lost because you put trust in the egoic-mind

For all those who feel lost... You feel lost because you put trust in the egoic-mind instead of the presence that is ever-presently here now "Also mediums and psychics... Not a single thing has come true what they have predicted to me."

Why the fuck are you listening to anything anyone says for your life? Only you can know yourself, all expectations put on yourself will only limit you, because you will be expecting something to happen instead of being aware of the present. Fuck that bullshit. Listen to your own being, your own intuition, love yourself, value your self and your silence, you must have some respect for what you are, not letting every single person say whatever they want and then believing them. You have only your self (the awareness) as the ever-present element of life. Not yourself as thought, yourself as a living, loving, joyful awareness. "For a year I have meditated, learned about cards, used moon positions, collected crystals ( meditated with them and so on) and nothing has changed. I feel like I am at the same spot as I was before. Only thing now my head is full of nonsense and I feel i can't trust anything or anybody." Its all absolute bullshit, fuck cards, fuck positions, fuck learning. There is nothing for you to do except fall in love with yourself, not the thought, but the consciousness and presence that you are. Value it, be with it, be one with it. Unconditionally love it without any expectations. "My goal at the beginning was to find peace and to be happier and nicer person. I feel it has done the opposite. I hate feeling like this. Hopefully I will restore my faith somehow."

It is because this goal is not in harmony with what you are. You put on yourself expectations to find peace and to be happier and nicer. That's all complete bullshit, a fantasy of the mind. When did you become unpeaceful, unhappy, unnice? You were born divine and crystal-clear minded, you are a treasure. You are not merely what people (or your own egoic-mind) think or say you are, you are the holy spirit itself. Accept it. It is true. You won't find happiness anywhere, you must settle for what is ever-present, yourself, love it. It is waiting for your love my dear one. - Sebastian Key